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♥ Interests ♥

*Anything and everything about Japan
*fruity things teehee <=hidden meaning included
*Asian things
*Korean music
*Visual Kei

!!please and thank you!!
17 November 2011 @ 04:31 pm
I just did a photoshoot with my friend~

I'll be posting the picture when they're ready 
16 November 2011 @ 03:24 pm
Alice Nine feels like family to me, feels like coming home. I am at this point.
16 November 2011 @ 03:19 pm
Today, Congress holds hearings on the first American Internet censorship system. This bill can pass. If it does the Internet and free speech will never be the same. [Learn more here.] Do you support this bill?
14 November 2011 @ 12:44 am
My friend is such a mess.

Such, such a mess.

It makes me sad sometimes when I think about it.

That I'm the one she cares about, the one she loves.

The one she hurts.

That I was there when she was yelling at me, when she was freaking out at me, when she was screaming at me to get out, I stayed. I stayed there no matter what, even if in her drunken state she called me a fucking retard, I defied her orders.

That stood out to her.

It makes me sad knowing that she's gonna cry for me when I'm not there for her when she has to graduate in december. I don't want her to be sad, I want her to be happy. Content. I really do. I couldn't handle her in a relationship, couldn't deal with it, but I hope someday that she finds someone who does and someone that loves her with all her might.

You know, in a lot of ways she needs Jesus, needs him really badly, subconsciously. He keeps finding her every way she turns, but she running from him, running far away and she knows it.

I hope one day that she'll realize this and run back to her Father, albeit even in her old age. Though I really hope it sooner. 

personally I'd really love it if she were a Christian still. But she made her own bed, now she's gotta lay in it, as cruel as that sounds.

30 June 2011 @ 10:12 am
 i made all my friends-only entries private. I just don't really feel safe right now and want to keep a lot of things to myself. I've sat through many of my 'friends' attacking me and cursing me out this year because I just graduated high school. I can guarantee you, I did nothing to them. I've lost 4 people I considered to be my good friends in the past year, and to me that's a lot for people. One of my 'friends' has my senior yearbook and is too lazy to make arrangements to give it to me and blows me off when we're supposed to hang out, for example. Clearly not my friend.

So, I'm going to be blunt. I'll leave this message open to the public for a 2 week period. If you give a fuck about me and my life and still want to be my friend, comment here and I will not remove you from my friends list. Otherwise, I'm deleting everyone.
Current Mood: disillusioned
02 April 2010 @ 11:13 pm
the ultimate gazette pimp post

lol i feel so guilty because i havent been into them recently >.>>>>>>>>>>>
24 January 2010 @ 02:38 pm
Just thought i should let everyone who reads this know, i went through my f-list and deleted friends that do not post frequently, i do not talk to anymore, or that i dont recognize and have not commented. so, if you really want to be my friend again, comment on this and ill consider adding you again. Not like im gonna expect anyone to. so yeah, thts the deal.
24 January 2010 @ 01:04 pm
If you could experience being dead for one day to learn what happens in the afterlife, and were guaranteed to return to life the following day, would you do it? Why or why not?

no, i already know what happens, and if i did i wouldnt want to come back. lolXDD
23 January 2010 @ 09:30 pm
does anybosy have any good, sexy layouts of saga from alice nine?? help?? plz and thank you

will be posting a new layout but i want to change it to a better one
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed